Pretty

Pretty girls have always haunted me. I seem to befriend them - and then feel really horrible about myself because I'm not as pretty as them - or at least not as willing to put in the 2 hours of prep work it takes to LOOK pretty - and deal with the inconveniences such as uncomfortable shoes or skirts that fly up while walking down the street, etc... However, lately, I do believe I've gotten better at it. It's kind of sad how differently people treat you when you are in what I call a "naked dress" versus jeans and sneakers.

I actually can't write my thoughts - because I believe some of the people who read this will get hurt. But there is a lot of frustration, annoyance, aggravation, and vanity going through my head right now.

I'm also looking back at old pictures going WHAT WAS I THINKING!?!?!?!?!?

Also watched a nature documentary today called BORN TO BE WILD - that made me want to run away to Kenya and work on an orphan elephant farm - and make some huge contribution to the planet.

The past few days I've been GIDDY with the prospect that I might get to move to mid-town. It will take MASSIVE consolidation, but I'm up for it. And I actually think I'll SAVE money by not having to "kill time" and eat out or see a movie or wander into a store with no intention of buying anything - then coming out with five books that I probably won't read since I'm all about podcasts now. I hope it works out! And I hope that Wisconsin works out well too. I'm so sorry Wisconsin for rooting against your football team for the past three years. I HAD a really great motive - but I promise to never print out pictures of dead-badgers on gameday again if you just call me and give me back my job! You know I am ready willing and able - and I will be incredible in the show - you WANT me to be in it - so just give me a call and make it official! WAHOO!:) (See - I'm testing out POSITIVE thinking - or the "think" method - or the secret - or what Evan would call Christian Science - or what I would call faith trust and pixie dust. The job is already mine - nothing to worry about - just gotta get that phone call!:):):))

Right now - I'm enjoying some NICE peace and quiet - some MUCH needed - peace and quiet!