1 - I MUST give up obsessively checking audition update.com - it just causes angst and sadness and instead of focusing on the work I can be doing now towards reaching my goals - it makes me obsess over things in the past that I can't change or alter. I need to audition and then FORGET about it - and not dwell. Dwelling makes me sad.
2 - I must stop trying to change the system to fit me - and make myself either fit the system or work around the system.
3- I must stop criticizing myself and others so much and be supportive and positive. It's not for me to judge who is good or bad or deserves success. All I can do is focus on ME and work on making ME the best ME possible!
4-I must stop denying that I am not a kid - and grow up. Work. Fill out paperwork. Make phone calls. etc...
Mary says this is the year of being tested - and I can either be beaten down and turn bitter and lose or rise to the challenge willingly and cheerfully - do the work - do the work well - and plant seeds for the future! SO! Here I can - preparing myself ready for the good fight - with positive thoughts, a smile, faith, trust, and pixie dust!
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