Sunday, July 25, 2010

The age old dilemma

Alright, so it's not AGEOLD - but it is pretty consistent with me.

As I sit here doing research for my bid to DIRECT Iolanthe with VLOG - I realize - IOLANTHE is the perfect show for me to be in. A bunch of crazed hyper active soprano fairies who "trip hither and thither" and dance ballet while overacting. I mean - if that doesn't sum me up in a nutshell - I don't know what does. And all I want to do is PERFORM in it - even as chorus fairy number 75.

But then I look as all the posters on my wall - and see my beloved RSC - and think NO! MUST - IMPRESS - BOYDY! MUST - WORK - WITH -RSC. Because THEY are my one true love.

Then I watch a video of Sierra and think - NO - MUST - BE - IN - LOVE NEVER DIES!

Then I think - no - must run RSC! MUST BECOME GREATEST DIRECTOR EVER!

Then I sing and think - NO THIS IS SO MUCH FUN!

Then I plot and plan - and think - NO DIRECTING IS SO MUCH FUN!

And I get so confused! BLAH! (but confused in a hyperactive happy way - not a depressed way.)

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