we are all fighting our own personal battles as we try to go about our daily lives. Looking for new apartments, family troubles, friend troubles, boyfriend/girlfriend troubles, health troubles, job troubles, self esteem troubles, money troubles, worries, hopes, wishes, things we'd rather be doing, etc... but please - I beg of your - don't take it out on me.
Boss at Steps - I don't know what your problem is - whatever it is - get over it now.
Stupid guy whose lease I'm taking over - your boyfriend is a law student/intern - not a lawyer - don't pretend he is - and I'm trying to HELP you - don't be a bitchy gay man. AND - you are making two girls cry - that's not the way to be! Just ASK me "did you send the application in" don't get all legal and weird.
Guy in my vocal workshop who crushed my legs with his chair and then didnt apologize or move despite the fact I SCREAMED in pain - (the girl behind me had to move so I could back up) I know you SAID there was something outside of class bothering you that you can't let go - but that is not a reason to physically hurt me.
And what's incredible is - at the same time - there are so many people being wonderful and helpful and kind. A guy who gave me free English dialect coaching even though I was cut before they got to reading the scene, my friends who are helping me pack, friends who meet you in the park with gelato, friends who help you sign up for auditions, the ones who leave a simple facebook message when you need it.
It's been a weird week. A very weird week. Full of very strange uncharacteristic ups and downs and all arounds.
I am SO READY TO HAVE A PERFORMING JOB! BEYOND READY! BEYOND WILLING! AND BEYOND ABLE! Come on universe! let's get it done!
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