a little nightcap.

So just when I got to actually REALLY like auditioning (I mean - REALLY like - everything but the waking up early part) - I no longer have to audition. Except for things that start in February. Crazy! Or of course, Broadway things - because when you get one of those - you gotta go! And instead of being all stressed out in BATTLE mode or COMPETITION mode - waking up everyone really to make everyone hear me roar - I feel relaxed - and calm - and peaceful. It's a weird feeling...

I think my body knows what is going on and decided to collapse and get sick as well. BOO body! Just because you dont have to wake up and sing super pretty every morning does NOT give you permission to get sick! You always do this! STAY HEALTHY! HEALTHY IS GOOD! You better be feeling better when I wake up!!!!! BECAUSE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO MEET NASA ASTRONAUTS IN THE MORNING!!!!!