However, when if comes to the theatre - I get REALLLLLY hard on myself - whether its directing or singing or dancing or acting - or juggling bunnies. It's because I KNOW I have the POTENTIAL to be incredible - but I dont always use my facilities or have the training or work intelligently. This causes pre-audition anxiety and I freak out and cant sleep. I wish everything would just fall together for once - and I could get hired doing something I love - other than buffing floors.
I guess tomorrow is just a wild hail mary. Speaking of Mary - she is out of town - and I feel incredibly underprepared for this audition (for Phantom) - sicne I spent all my time preparing for MERMAID which isnt happening. BLAH!.
Blah blah blah blah blah.
Alright I"m gonna try to sleep - and hope I can sing the morning - and no be pitchy! What is with this newfound pitchiness. I never used to be pitchy until yesterday. Maybe it will be cured in my sleep.
TTFN!:)
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