Waiting.

I'm feeling impatient. Impatient about everything. I'm tired of waiting. Waiting in lines - anywhere. Waiting on the subway. Waiting in a room to audition. Waiting for the day when I will GET to audition. Waiting for the day I'll be hired to do something I love. Waiting for a knight in shining armour. Waiting to have enough money to move into an apt. with a laundry machine that won't ruin my cloths. Waiting for it to stop raining. Waiting in line at a grocery store. Waiting in line at the movies. Waiting for the movie to start. Waiting to buy theatre tickets. Waiting for m boss to call me to see if I have a job during the week. (And hoping it doesnt come last minute and I have to re-arrange everything.) Waiting for responses to e-mails or phone calls or texts. Waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting. I AM READY NOW! Give me my theatre job NOW!!!! I am ready - I am willing - I am able. GIVE IT TO ME.

Alright - thank you for letting me have my temper tantrum. I now need to go to bed - so I can wake up - and probably not get seen at two auditions tomorrow - but I will patiently wait - I will wait for the building to open, I will wait in line to sign up, and then I will wait for - maybe - I dunno - 10 hours (8 a.m.-6 p.m.???) And see if I get seen. OH BOY! I can hardly WAIT!